Going to Spain!! + BS Summer work -_- + A bit blue

Jun 29, 20114 min read

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Published: Jun 29, 2011

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_{Wahhhh I'm going off to Spain on Saturday. (Marbella specifically) Anyone going too?
2 weeks of camp and 2 weeks of intensive course + homestay at some strangers'.

I'm excited and nervous. Nervous because I have that gut feeling that I won't make any friends at camp, or be part of the loser gang. =3=
And nervous because i have a shitload of work to do, and the camp gives very little free time =_= but I wanted to improve my Spanish (A Spaniard told me that I only needed 1 month in Spain to become fluent!)   so the money and time is the big sacrifice...

I'm going to try my best to upload a new work before I go on Sat, and I'm bring my tablet and pen ofc to Spain too, though that's mainly for my art project.

LIKE ARGHHHH WTF?!  I can't believe they can give us this amount of work to do over the summer!
I have a 4000 English literature essay that is a mindf*** for me because it's Dorian Gray and I don't understand paradoxes very well, another English World Literature comparison essay, 3 English books to read, 1 Spanish book to read that has NO dialogue at all, 600 word essay following it,  20-30 pages of sketchbook/research and a final piece of studio work,  quite a bit of Biology reading and revising maths. =_=    Honestly we procrastinated so much the last week of school. Why not force us to do half of these during the last few weeks or those weeks where I had nothing to do?!     year 13 (next school year) is going to be the worst year in my life so far.

And I know most Asian public schools have a lot more than what I have.    It should be a law that the amount of work over the summer shouldn't exceed bla bla unless you get reward for it or something -__ - I've been working since my holidays began... anyway enough bitching and wish me luck for Spain! >_<

PS:About blueness  I think I get quite few watchers and it makes me sad because I think it's mainly the fact that people can't detect my style..or see that I'm in the midst of watercolour and my digital stuff. T_T I know people of similar standard who get like 1000+ because of a definite style....      that's why I'm aiming to do more of my digital semi realistic illustrations Fantasy or Anime/Manga themed...I hope you guys don't mind!

I really thank those who are supportive towards me! >_<}